i need to do something...i'm dying of boredom!!... ...let's see,yesterday was bleh...i had to clean the house coz my uncle from Vegas was suppose to come...BUT he changed his mind so i spent my afternoon cleaning the house for no particular reason!...*sigh...then i got ready for choir practice coz my other uncle was going to pick me up...BUT he never did!!...so i was disappointed the whole day yesterday...atleast school was okay...woah, i can't believe i said that!...hahaa...oh yesh, and i'm very happie for my Ateh Beth-Beth coz it turns out her moving to go to the P.I. was a false alarm!!... ...yay!! i'm glad she's still going to be in my flip class...we have fun in that class ;) ...love ya Ateh Beth-Beth!!

...as for what's happening in my life...well,it's okay... [for now,i guess]...not a lot of things happening...my life's a complete mess...i won't include you guys into it...i've been so confused lately that i don't know what to do anymore...*sigh i need to get more sleep and school's not looking too good either...i've been through a lot of crap and i've like been lacking off...i've been living my life in zig-zags...and you guys know what??...i'm scared,of what my future is going to turn out like...weird,coz usually people won't really hear this from me,but that's the truth...i'm scared to think that pretty soon i'm going off to college,get a job,have a family, and everything else...i don't want to grow up,you know?...if your confused,it's okay,i know my brain's messed up...but yeah,im just scared of death...yup,pretty odd to say...i'm not that person who would do dumb things anymore...i've been trying so hard to change,but there's always a time when that feeling comes back...i want to have a good future,but i don't even know where to start...i have a feeling that i won't do so good in my life time...and i don't even have that much time to get ready...

hey...!
you know kathy? wowwW... small world. yeah... I'm scared of the whole growin up th ing to... but im trying to be optimistic about it. ^^; good luck...
» chocobopnai on 2005-02-19 06:36:35


» Sha_Sha on 2005-02-24 07:58:22

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